I CANCEL MY AUDITION

Oush! Now let's continue study for the final exam wow.. 5 days left! Shimatta~ still I haven't found my Kaiwa group for final paperwork..yet

3 days already passed and I cut those time which I have so many, with...making my song ugh~ the inspiration is came rlly not in a right time. Gah. Because I've been listening to music while I'm study. And when there were something came inside my head I shall record and wrote it immediately. Gosh now I have 3 chords for 3 song alredy. Forgive me God..

Err~ Actually,
I've been planning on join an audition for Indonesia Choir team. It's national range. Good isn't it? The students who will be choosen to be in the choir team will be performing on Istana Merdeka the next August 17, and performing on Sidang MPR. Big chance. Highway chance . But hellayeah I pass the audition already. The audition have been held yesterday (for outer Java) and today (for Java). The audition held at Taman Budaya, Cak Durasim building (err~ remind me of lot of memories there). It's a national range but the audition is only in Surabaya. Whoa. Hail to Surabaya which had so many professional people.

Yesterday, my Momma told me to just observing how the audition goes. Since I haven't been on a audition like that for years (my last national audition is when I was on my first grade on junior high. I made it and being the only one 1st grade student among ALL TEAM. Hail to my tensainess ). Well~ the audition is just all the way still the same: singing one of so many national song, and then following the piano note the couch played, reading musical note with singing it. Quiet easy. Really. But now I lost all my confidence . I haven't been singing with that type of voice for years! I need practice you know. I can't let out tha type of voice easily. My voice is...so little. Some of you know that especially if you often see me on band practice. Well yeah even my Momma have told me multiple time that my voice isn't kinda suitable for female lead vocal on a band. I can't scream beautifully if it's not on a falsetto one and I know that .

So well, back to topic. I pass the audition . Daddy and Momma is disappointed.. Gomen ne. I don't think I can do it just because my Momma is one of the council. Well yeah Dad's right when he said "we won't know something if we don't try it". Ehehehe. I pass. Thank you. I'll just spend my time here in my lovely room updating my blog with this post and continue my study. Good luck minna san .

...and... Wish me luck on my final exam

Toodles.

Surabaya DevMeet 13Sept

whiiiy ~ XDD
itu ada fotoku bersama para fotografer sugoii XD
hehehe ... seru yezh ... ya iyalaaaah ... DEVIANTART gitu bo !! XD~ *kok aku ngerasa bener-bener bangga ya?*

Yups . sesuai perkiraan . gath kali ini emang sugoii . aku brangkad dari rumah jam brapa yah ?? lupa . yang pasti ternyata aku baru nyadar sutos lumayan deket dari rumahku '__' *longor mode ON* . yoush . nyampe sana masih rada sepian . jam empat lebih dikit lah aku nyampe JCO . chiaaaaaaat !!! ada anak kecil duduk sendiri di JCO ! hehehe . sumpah diliatin sama mas-mas sama mbak-mbak waiter . hehehe . trus aku sms mbaTitis aku dah nyampe . tiba-tiba ada cowo yang jujur menurutku agak mencurigakan . duduk di kursi ga jauh di belakang tempatku duduk . (belakang-belakang baru tau tu mzArdho) . wakakakakakak . sepurane nggih mas ?? ^^;

pas mbaTitis dan yang laen-laennya dateng (bawa daftar hadir buwat ngabsen yang dateng) . mulai deh kliatan smwnya dah pada byk yang knal . walaaaaa . ioh pek fotografer kabeh . pada ngeluarin kamera nikon ma canon yang gede-gede ntu . buka tripod . XDD . kenalan . *tyt yang paling muda ya aku ma fari* . hehehehe . tapi tetep aja fari jugag kan deviant titlenya fotografer . masa aku sendiri yang Deviant of Many Talents ?? Mwagagagagagagag !!!! (aku TENSAI !!!)

Hihihihi . seru dah pokonya . mulai dah yang jeprat jepret sana sini . bikin kilatan cahaya dimana-mana . jadi diperhatiin sama orang-orang sekitar . wehehehehe . kerennya . menarik perhatian sangadh . wagagagagag . XD~

Hmm . emannya yang dateng segitu dhoank . padahal deviant di surabaya ada ratusan bahkan ribuan . pas aku liad journalnya kakak-kakak yang bikin journal DevMeet . byk yang bilang mo dateng . tapi ngomong dhoank seh . pada gag dateng -__-a

trus kita pengen bikin rencana masa depan buat deviants surabaya . (hayah bahasaku) . yang ide bikin hunting foto lah . workshop lah . yang wisata kuliner . sampe arisan . wkwkwkwkwk . trus tyt dunia ga selebar daun kaktus . (quote credited for Budhe Nindi) . rata-rata tyt anak Uner plus eks.Uner jurusan psikologi . walah ntu mah tetanggaku ma fari . kita kan di FIB . XD~ . trus dah gitu rumahnya pada surabaya selatan smw . daerah menanggal - jambangan - pagesangan - kebonsari - gayungsari - MAS situ lah . meskipun rumahku masuk Sidoarjo seh . tapi kn tetep ae dueket XDD~ . hihihihi . jadi pengen gath agy dg jumlah deviant yang lbh byk deh XDD

jadinya pas ini kmaren aku pulang dijemput ma Yukkun ... hehehe (mwah mwah mwah) . masa Yukkun dikerjain sama Fari . -__-a . padahal aku dah bilang kalo dah nyampe sutos tunggu di depan aja tar biar aku yg nyamperin . tapi sama Fari di sms "Yukkun kmu masuk ja kedalem.." . hayaaah XD . *peyuk-pwyuk Yukkun . arigatou y cintaaaa . maph jugag yah ... ga ta bolein pamid ke Bu Lilis .. >"<